Divorce

The ink isn't even dry on our divorce papers and Adolf announced to the kids that he is getting married. Hes known her for five months. He told me as soon as they lift his excommunication and gets baptized a member He will take her to the temple. This is about his third women since our seperation. I cried and cried. Maybe because of feeling the unfairness of it all, the fear of the future, the ugly feeling of having to deal with my kids having another mother and the love i still have for him. But after all the crying, I prayed and this what the spirit whispered to me "This is NOT YOUR SIN quit paying for it! How profound! It was a wake up call, to move forward. Im going to put this on the wall to remind me. I was fighting against all that was taught to me in the gospel. I don't remember any YW lesson that gave me permission to erase my temple covenants if the other was unfaithful or physically harmed you. Blind obedience is my strength and my curse I guess. I was holding on to those covenants cause that is all I knew to do,I didn't have any direction in the church manuals that told me what to do after that. I want everyone to know the difference relatives and friends make with there spiritual insight. I know the blogs are used mainly for happy family memories and this i a little sad but I just thought I would share my spiritual experience.

My oldest-When he was told said thats dumb uve only known her five months and your gonna get married. Ams rejected the invitation to dads wedding. Ams asked me later What kind of lds women wants a excommunicated man. I hadn't thought about it in that way. That is good insight coming from my 19 year old.

Amulek- Had the same reaction as AMS. Adolfo got mad. I think my boys hurt more cause they don't have that daddy figure and they need it. The girls didn't have a quick no reaction.

Angelique is undecided. Amerika isa yes on attending.

Amalekia is doing good in college and has joined like a all guy faternity.Minus all the bad stuff. He loves his classes. I just have to keep him focused on a going on a mission. I knew if he took classes and got involved in NH student activities hes would love it so much that he will have a harder time leaving.

They will meet there step mom for the first time at the wedding ifthey go. Wow! Amerika said he was getting married on a weekday. The wedding is scheduled for the end of this month.

Dentist Visit

In Preperation for a mission, keeping my fingers crossed, Amalekia went to the dentist. He got all four wisdom teeth pulled. The dentist was good, AMS said he didn't feel anything. It took just 30 minutes. I had barely gone to the Nauvoo book store when he called me to pick him up. He had two cavities on his wisdom teeth so we decided we might as well get rid of them all. Amalekia is taking a couple of classes in the fall while he still prepares to go on a mission. He will always be my baby.

Birthday Bash!

Decided to celebrate all the kids birthdays all in one day! We went to Main Event! We stayed 51/2 hours.They played laser tag, bowled and played several arcade games. The price was right and we were all so tired when we got out.

DIVORCED

TWO YEARS, NINE MONTHS.... December 21,2006-September 11,2009 I don't know what to say, I can't think of anything profound. I made sure to put a morality clause in the decree since I am dealing with a dad that has none. All I care about is that my kids don't believe silly things like "kissing isn't cheating." It's over and now that I have been at the lowest of the lowest,there isn't anywhere to go but UP! I'm trying to be positive, help me out here. :) I am blessed! My future holds challenges but I can do anything with the lords help. Thank you for your prayers! Old theme:One Day at A Time New theme:?? who know's

Willie Wonka Party!

My co-worker had a willie wonka party! I think that was a cute idea! She is the one in purple with the huge glasses.She had a table full of candies and so so much food! We played games and had alot of fun! she has a amazing voice and her cuzins play the quitar so it was a whole lot of fun singing along with them. Another co-worker is in yellow and everyone else are students in our department.

Celi is deathly afraid of sharks. While dad took them to Fiesta TX for the weekend I went to the texas aquarium friday for free latin night.It was an outside event. It was nice to watch old and young dance. There was a preformance from a 9 time world champions. They were awesome to watch. I took a picture with the shark and texted it to the kids. I told them to show celi and mention, "see sharks are friendly" to see what she said. Angelique texted back her response as "sharks are friendly to you but not to me"